surrender to the mystery

The end of the month sees this incredible Pisces Stellium led by the Pisces New Moon.

So much is riding on faith here.

And it's all squaring Jupiter in Gemini - the patron saint of short attention spans everywhere.

This is counter to the still waters that run so deep in the sign of Pisces. Confronted with the overactive mind, with decision fatigue, we submerge ourselves in spirit.

Perhaps we've reached the end of the rational mind. We've gathered all the details. Read all the research. We've done our homework. Now we just have to trust.

With so much mutable water here, we truly have to go with the flow. We're at sea, perhaps due to information overload.

We are in the dark ocean of our psyche, consumed by what ifs.

If we're able to tune into our emotions, we might be able to anchor ourselves into a higher power, our concept of the divine or something as mundane as a bubble bath.

We may find comfort in sacred texts, in prayer, in mantras, in chanting.

And if that's too woo - then music - preferably something moody and goth -- could truly be the balm on your soul during this lunation.

Whatever the modality, though, there's a yearning for contact with something inspiring, and poetic, something that feeds the soul, that connects us to a deeper sense of meaning or something that helps us validate our own longing.

At this point, Mars will be direct, so this could also be a moment of overwhelming sense of grace and forgiveness. A moment of healing and relief that arrives after the storm. This is that let go let god moment. where surrender leads to peace.

There may be a recognition that the months long period of emotional turbulence is reaching completion. That we lost control, or lost the thread but now Fate is here to lend a hand. There's a poignant beauty in having to surrender to it.

The truth of all this Pisces is that it's the opposite of Virgo. And so no amount of fixing, of analyzing, of sorting, of intellectualizing will lead us to enlightenment.

Sometimes we have to trust in something we cannot see. We have to surrender to the mystery of life.